Happy Fucking New Year

1 01 2009

I’m drunk right now. Not gonna pretend otherwise.

It’s 2009 now. How do I feel about that? Apathetic.

Talking to my future step-dad on the ride home from a mother -daughter drubken bonding experience, I got to talking and thinking that I’m too damn good to settle. I deserve a guy who is fucking AMAZING and I shouldn’t have to settle for less. Yeah, sure, the guys at the party tonight were cute, some were even damn hot. But it doesn’t matter because 95% of them are stupid. And the one I actually would like to talk to and start something with is over 4 years olcer than me and graduating Law School right now. Or rtather, next semester. He doesn’t even look at me as something beyond a sibling/family friend sort of thing.

And X is dumb and in fucking Kansas with his fucking girlfriend. Whatever. I shouldn’t let it get to me, but during the holidays I can’t  help but think how much my family would love him if I brought him home. Like that’ll even happen. Ha!

I feel blah. 13 or 14 drinks into New Years was not my best idea. But doing shots with my mother is fucking hysterical.

Happy 2009 Everyone!!


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