HNT 2.09: Underneath

29 10 2009

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Halloween is on Saturday.

This is what some cute guy (or girl) could find underneath my costume if they get lucky enough. Or if I get drunk enough. Same thing, right? I’ll be partying Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. So it could even be 3 different lucky people! Though I think my costume will be different each night.

Any educated guesses as to what my costume actually is? If someone comments correctly you all could get another photo posted tomorrow!


26 10 2009

The devil that you know is better than the one you don’t”

Goodbye sex is bittersweet.┬áViolent, amazing, exhausting, delicious and rough but still bittersweet. He grabbed my neck and looked at me while I rode him and said ‘right now, I can only think of you,’ and I almost started crying. I’m now alone in my own bed instead of his. It’s an odd feeling. A sad feeling.

A lot has happened in the last week. A lot of changes have occurred. Some for the better, some for the worst and some that just plain hurt. I’m not going to go into what happened on this blog. It’s not my place. What happened this week is between X and I, and it’s mostly X’s story to tell. And I happen to know he would not want it told on this blog.

He and I are broken right now. But we’re trying to get to the point where we can fix things. I’m not sure if we’ll ever be as close. And we won’t be sleeping together anymore. But I hope we can fix things. Because I’m hurt really bad right now. And I hate it.

I thought about taking down my blog. But I can’t do that. I want to keep writing, to keep writing this.

My chest hurts bad right now. I got through this weekend with a steady stream of tequila. I’m hoping things get better from here. Because right now, I feel like the world is leaving me helpless and alone.

Like lonely ghosts at a roadside cross we stay because we don’t know where else to go.


Anal Play

21 10 2009

X had been the one to ask me to fuck his ass again.

I hadn’t thought he’d enjoyed it overly much the first time we tried it so I didn’t think to ask to try again. But out of the blue he suggested I run home to grab my strap-on because he wanted me to fuck his ass. Who was I to say no? So I ran home and grabbed some of my toys.

When I got back, we talked a bit and decided we’d try having me finger his ass instead, to see if I could find his prostate manually. Once the condom was on my fingers I lubed them up generously and slid them in slowly. His ass was tight but he relaxed and I felt my fingers slowly passing the tight rings of muscle at the entrance. Once they were in, I curled them up and tried to find this elusive spot. All the while I was stroking his cock, which was quite hard.

It only took me about a minute to find a spot that felt a little different, one that noticeably caused he cock to jump. I pressed it and rubbed it and watched as his cock got harder and his eyes closed a little bit in pleasure. It was one of the hottest things I’ve ever experienced. With my fingers as deep as they’d go in his ass and my other hand slowly teasing him, I could feel myself getting dripping wet…

It seemed like his cock only kept getting harder. And I could feel his ass spasming and tightening around my fingers the closer he got to cumming. I didn’t want to stop but I must have gotten a little too forceful inside of him because he asked me to stop, it was starting to hurt.

So I pulled my fingers out and went to the bathroom to dispose of the condom and wash my hands quickly. When I got back, his legs were shaking and the slightest touch on his rock hard cock made him groan and twitch. I teased him a bit, licking the head and running my fingers up and down him.

It only took a little bit of teasing before he had me pinned to the bed, roughly pushing himself into my slick pussy with a loud groan. He began fucking me hard….

Though the rest of  that night is a story for another time. ;) Paddy Penguin

18 10 2009

FF21650_001_md was kind enough to send me this awesome little penguin shaped dildo/anal plug.

Paddy Penguin is a Fun Factory toy so you know it’s going to be high quality. It’s 100% silicone so it’s easy to clean. Just wipe it down with a 10% bleach solution, boil it, or put it through the dishwasher and you’re good to go.

Despite this toy being touted as an ‘anal plug’ I’ve found I much prefer it as a dildo. I attempted a few times to use it in my ass, but the penguin’s ‘beak’ was just too pointy and never managed to feel good inside me. So I don’t really count this as an anal toy in my book. I have used it in my pussy and I’m in love. The tip of the beak presses and hits my G-spot in a simply amazing way…..

This is not a toy for size lovers. It’s average width and only long enough to hit the G-spot. But why overcompensate when it gets the job done with what it has?

Overall, I’d give this toy a 8 out of 10. It’s well designed, well made, and gets the job done.

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Halloween Help!

17 10 2009

Already loyal readers, I know I haven’t posted much, but I need your help!

I’m attempting to figure out what to be for halloween and there are SO many costumes I want! So dear readers, give me your input!! Here are the choices I’m considering:


Slave Girl Leia: X is really rooting for me to be this for halloween. And I’m definitely not opposed to it! Might be a bit cold though….

cruisingfordetention-mlNaughty School Girl: I personally really, really like this one.

wellcareNaughty Nurse: X has a bit of a Nurse fetish so he’s probably really like this one. ;)

4starpinup-dMilitary Something Or Other: I just think this one is damn cute!

2983440_1_Sexy Kitten: I really like this one. But it’s a bit expensive for me….

mydivascloset_2073_151998989Playboy Bunny: Just plain sexy and classic.

So readers. Let me know via comments or email, which costume you’d like to see me wear this year! I’m thinking of buying two, so give me your top two if you’d like. Or even other suggestions you think I’d look good in!

And I’m not afraid to whore myself out a bit. I’m a poor college student. And if one of my generous readers offers to fund my Halloween costume this year I’d be more than happy to do a special photoshoot in my costume just for them. ;)